February 2012
15 posts
Anonymous asked: We're coming for you...
Anonymous asked: We are not "Anon pussies". We will show you.
im so fucking freaked out. I dont know what Im going to do about anything, I CANT live with my mom anymore Ive already been here one night and I feel like shit about everything. I fucking hate living with spencer, I dont understand why these mother fuckers still live here, one night and im itching to get the fuck out! I think they just like to feel like they are being taken care of. They also...
mark your calenders, today I lost absolutely everything I have worked for, all in the same day I Was suppose to be mourning my best friend.
I know I dont have a large following here, but... →
Dear Ex-Best friend revisited
Dear ex best friend…
Although I’m sure you didn’t read the last one, since to my knowledge you don’t have a Tumblr. I’ve rethought it all, and I want to draft my apology here… I didn’t want to send it to you rough draft, because I didn’t want to leave anything out…but here it goes.
What it really all boils down to, is we...
January 2012
19 posts
My words, they really get to bitches. gives me so much satisfaction. =)
I’m stupid depressed today. I had all these weird dreams last night and woke up depressed about basically every aspect of my life. I kind of have been for a while, but just decided not to deal with it. I feel like I’ve learned everything that I can from working at this shop, and at this point its like all I can do is be stressed until shit decides to get better. I don’t even...
Wait, what.: I think I need to start hanging out... →
whydoihaveablog:
I think I need to start hanging out with cooler people. I’m 24, so I have about 2 years left before that transition happens — that transition where being cool is actually really immature and lame because it’s time to have jobs and benefits that you call “bennies” and not time to do LSD at a gay…
“Limb by limb and tooth by tooth
Tearing up inside of me
Every day every hour...”
– Radiohead- Bullet proof…I wish I was.
ATMOSPHERE
IS COMING!!! JANUARY 27TH!!! I WILL BE THERE WITH MY FAVORITE COUSIN!!!!
I really have been feeling like shit lately, and I have a few good reasons. But one of them is moving out of my house right now, which is so refreshing. I hope she never even speaks to me again. I still have a lot of stress right now, I always will. But its good to at least be surrounding myself with only people that are good to me, and love me. That bitch, didn’t care about anyone but...
December 2011
18 posts
So last night, i decided for old times sake to triple my dosage of Nyquil and I had the most terrible dream where my nephew was eaten by a shark! I woke up sweating and crying and then laid awake for the next 2 hours before falling back asleep where I had a dream my sister came over and I saw him alive, so I felt better. Why cant I have vivid dreams about good things, like John Hamm? I’d...
karonbon asked: Dear past me,
Anonymous asked: Dear Ex-Best Friend,
I’m drinking whiskey and telling everyone it is for my cough. but really, I always drink whiskey. I’m like an old man. damnit.
I will write about the following, leave one in my...
sicknurses:
Dear person I hate,
Dear person I like,
Dear ex-best friend,
Dear best friend,
Dear *anyone*,
Dear Santa,
Dear Mum,
Dear Dad,
Dear future me,
Dear past me,
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Dear person I have/had a crush on,
My roomate: Glad you all loved my white board drawing haha jesus christ lets be nice please
Me: I don't know what you are talking about.
roomate: Oh well what can you do I liekd my drawing. I thought it was a pretty sweet gesture toward others but someone doesnt like goodness and decided to write a bunch of negative shit talk on the board instead then erased it.
Me: cool, like I said I dont know what you are talking about.
roomate: maybe one day you will see
Me: See what?
roomate: that you deserve to be surrounded by goodness. not influenced by toxicity
me: I am surrounded by goodness. but thanks.
roomate: then I am obviously not surrounded by goodness as I was hoping. After this lease is up things will be much better for everyone.
Me: ok.
roomate: you don't understand.
Me: you are being ridiculously cryptic.
roomate: Not my intent, I apologise if you view it that way
Me: okay, you are telling me that I have some "toxicity" in my life, yet you wont say what you are referring to. You are being cryptic.
roomate: oh thats what you meant I Wasnt sure what the word meant in this case. well I feel like david is not a nice person and I have already said that. I didnt need tostat it again and have nothing more to say about him than that.
Me: Actually David has been a fantastic friend to me, and a wonderful addiction to my life. Jut because you two dont get a long does not mean he is "toxic" to my life.
Roomate: Its a lost cause, sorry i tried. and true, it tells me a little bit about you. Im am a person that likes to be in the company of people driven by love. Not anger and control. From day one david has been rude to me and sara. Im just glad when I dont have to be around his energy anymore.
Me: I really don't care what you read me as. you generally accuse me of a lot of wrong shit and judge the shit out of me. I can't stop you, you have made that clear.
Basically, I am not going to post the whole conversation because this bitch goes in the same circle for ever and ever. The fucking point is, I have no idea what she was talking about in the first place and then she thought she had the right to dig at my life and tell me my friends suck. When they are super awesome, and she is an insufferable cunt. Im really hoping she finds somewhere else to live instead of waiting for the lease to be up. I cant handle her stupid drama anymore. she always thinks the world is crashing in on her, and she is such a poor little victim. oh yeah, and I'll quote her stupid FB status
"it's funny (in the least comical way) that when people finally show their true colours, I always end up wishing I never gave them the benefit of the doubt. Sucks to be the sensitive artist who always tries to find beauty in everyone, even when there is nothing but ugliness underneath it all. Such is life, and on the plus side, another lesson learned!"
She is the most pretentious person I have ever met. Also, she is pretty convinced her shit doesn't stink. oh but wait, one more thing. She did also say (because she has been fucking my brother, not dating him) that it is unfortunate that I am related to my brother because she would have been with him either way. so then I told her she is not welcome in my moms house, she didn't believe me so I dared her to try and go over there. stupid bitch think she will step in on my family? fuck that.
Anonymous asked: I was the one who asked about Dr. Panio's experiments the other day. I am intrigued. Does this guy teach or give lectures or anything? Where can I go to hear him speak? I'm not a student anymore, but my current passion is psychology and the mind.
here i am, once again with a shit ass roommate who took me for all I was worth because she knew I had no problem helping her. even though shes never helped anyone else in her fucking life. i just hate women. i especially hate oblivious women who walk all over all the men they know, and all of their “friends”. I hate the 2 bitches Ive lived with this year. From now on I only do free...
Anonymous asked: What kind of experiments did Dr. Panio do?
Denver county is a bunch of pit bull hating mother fuckers, and if they kill my dog I will come at them harder than the occupy protesters.
Im losing it =D
I missed my court date today, the one where I was being sued for over $3,000 which I guess is not the worst thing ever, since I was planning on paying it anyway. I think that just means they default on me. But its hella fucking stressful. and its a shit load of money. I’ve really been beating myself up over this drinking thing, its making me gain weight and it cuts my productivity in half....